desire was a fire, burning bright just like the sun
but i lost my way and fell apart in a war i almost won
deception is the answer when your back's against the wall
so i built this cage around myself designed to break my fall
but so far it's for nothing, the rusting takes it's toll
the man i was suppose to be was given to the world
i cast my blame on no one but the me i can't forgive
and i'll make no apologies, my pride outweighs my guilt
and i, i've never been gone for so long
and i'm alive, but only for so long
i'd search the sky for answers, but i'm stuck inside my head
i'd make my way back home if i could find the place i left
we see what we choose to see
we’re just forcing our eyes to believe it’s alright
i seem to be losing my mind
break all your mirrors and fake all your vows
sooner or later we’ll figure you out
we seem to be after the same thing
(the shadow lies when you step into the light
you close your eyes but your mind has even more to hide
break all your mirrors, fake all your answers)
i, i’ve never been gone for so long
and i’m alive, but only for so long
i’d search the sky for answers, but i’m stuck inside my head
i’d make my way back home if i could find the place i left
we search for understanding anywhere beyond ourselves
we don’t trust the voice inside our head for fear it might come out
we'll search the sky for answers but ignore the heart in our chest
and sacrifice our memories for whatever eternity we can get
i’ve been gone for so long
and i can’t make any sense of this
i’ve been waiting for so long
to find the place i left
and i, i’ve never been gone for so long
and i’m alive, but only for so long
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